fate.

You can control almost every single aspect of your race.
you control your training.
your determination.
your motivation.
your start.
your middle and your finish.
but the important thing to realize is you can only control what you do. its pointless worrying about everyone else. and thats something ive learned to deal with over the last few weeks. i can only do what I can do. i can only do my best.

then comes a new fact into the game. wind conditions. and you just have to try your best.

I did the best i could. and it was good. But conditions failed me hard.