how much do you want it?

you need to ask yourself
how much do you really want it
how long are you going to go through life working hard, for nothing
when you can work 10% harder to get your reward
the biggest mistake people make it mistaking motion for progress
the simple fact is,
a rocking horse has motion. but makes no progress.
and if your just rocking up to training
and going through the motions
your no better then that rocking horse
you have to work harder the that
find your limits
then trample them beneath your feet
you can't just turn up to training
you have to push
you have to work
you have to have desire, belief, trust, honesty.
otherwise, you'll look back in 5 years time and realise
the only thing you have achieved
is wearing a hole in the floor beneath your feet